( There's a point in that relationship that declares your closeness better than anyone else. But then, is there a sign that tells you it's off? )

A/N: Thanks, kingheechul and still_doll_15 for beta-reading this fic! :) On another note, Happy Holidays~ Get drunk, party if you must, be thankful for everything and learn from everything else you might not be thankful for. Oh well.

( Changmin is happiness, love, hope, sense, pride, and understanding. )

A/N: Worst case of LSS I've ever had, coming in at the same time of the worst heartbreak I've ever felt. Whut a sap. Okay, enough.

( Yunho wakes up at seven in the morning, throwing his alarm clock to shut it instead of just turning it off. He doesn’t know why, but he found it rather amusing to take revenge on that inanimate object for waking him up. He stretches, grabs a shirt and walks out to the kitchen for coffee his sister had already made before leaving for school herself. )

A/N: I'll put up an epilogue whether y'all like it or not. Because Dad hasn't bought me smokes in two weeks now and its weird that he stopped. Now I smoke alone after meals and when we drink... It just makes me a little sad because my favorite bar is now swarmed with stupid douchebags... and I don't want to go there anymore... WHUT THE BUCK IS THIS NONSENSE? And to heighten my err growing frustration, my thesis hasn't moved a bit since sem break began because my thumbnails and concepts have yet to be given back to me after approval because somehow my adviser isn't in the country... How screwed up is this? Okay. /breathe~

( Somebody’s gotta be strong for them, he keeps in mind. )

a/n; jsyk, if ever you bother reading this note... i appreciate comments a lot, its just that i don't know how to reply to them properly... and i say the same thing over and over, which is, "thanks for reading!" so... yeah... and most of the time, because of my own unhealthy habits in real life, i am not in condition to reply. my brain's fried as of this moment.

( What if he wasn’t what the other expected him to be? What if he becomes his greatest disappointment? What if he just wasn’t cut out for what they both wanted? )

Random: Maybe its just me but I really just can't get over that OT5 MAXIMUM

( "So, what am I supposed to call you?" Jaejoong freely asks. "Yunho's fine," he replies. )

A/N: Well this turned out longer than it originally should have been. Supposedly a one-shot that dragged on and is at present, a 6-part story. ._. There's something in the waters of sleeplessness that gets to me. So, I'm terribly sorry. Also coz I've been having confidence issues ever since the last thing I wrote.

( Everything might just be subsequent to everything else. )

A/N: I swore to never write again but that's a promise I'm willing to break for my sanity's sake. My friends are right, I can't go without letting my frustrations out through fiction. I take back what I said, and its a shame that I even said it.